Escape
Look at the razor she held against my throat
Look at the glare she gave me from over there
Tearing my strands apart
Making me guilty of who I am
Look at the shell I put myself in
It's nice and pretty like I've always been
Away from the darkness, I propel myself
Into a room with no windows.
I'm hiding here now, you can't see me
I don't answer to you or anyone
But then my escape from everything
Comes to my aid and to my disadvantage
I start panting, I finish lost
Breathing the sickness through my blood
I lay here in no triumph
My bile boils from my stomach
Save me from my own solitary
Please save me from my own damnation
Powerless I am, unmanageable I have become
Strength I hope to find in my weakness.
-JMSgambelluri
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